WHY AM I UNHAPPY ABOUT THINGS I SHOULD BE HAPPY ABOUT

1) my brother is getting married. my mom's all hyper and stuff to get well so she could fly to LA for it. brother moves the wedding from january to march because doc says by then mom would be a lot fit to travel. i'm jealous. people are never like this for me.

2) they re scheduled the wedding and MY flight to cali as well so we could all go together. everyone okayed it except me. it's my flight and what i want didn't matter. what's up with that?

3) everyone tells me to bring bf to wedding. great!! what a consolation. AND for the biggest consolation, they're saying something like "yeah bring him, maybe wecould talk about yours too" super great yeah!!. whoever said i want a wedding? and in case i do, whoever said they're invited? i don't want a wedding, i want a marriage. no need for them to talk about it.
period.

4) they're all happy to have me back from a 6 day trip to hongkong and china. lot's of things happened while i was there but i'm too lazy to type.

I NEED WARM FUZZIES BADLY