after taking what seemed to be an eternity to get fixed, my internet connection is finally back in biz..

sigh..

had i been born with a hint of luck, i won't be here sad, cranky, jealous and scared..i would've flown to singapore this morning with my sister in law and my best friend who were both kind enough to agree to chaperone me meeting up with dave --yes him! having a great time with him..

but the forces are sooo against me..you see, this weekend is my only chance to catch him in singapore(we're having business visitors next week and i'm flying to korea with my brother on the 25th) and guess what all these mean airlines (or fate) did to me..sold out seats..one nice enough and book us as chance passengers...

so yeah here i am typing..screaming in my mind..

and in tears..

i'm sorry..

ack