IN NEED OF WARM FUZZIES
i'm still standing on the same ground..
things still boxed..unpacked..
in my head, i am running through all the reasons for why, other than having dave, nothing good has happened in my life for the past years. there are a lot. in fact, by the time i got to about number six, i had forgotten what the first few were. it's a very complex system of real tough reasons and a couple of stupid excuses that i have going on in my head.
i will just sum it up by saying that there is both a lot going on in my world, and nothing going on in my world. the combination makes analyzing difficult.
i want things in my life to change, even if mom is sick and i need to be here for her, i know there's still somethings i could do, and yet i'm making no effort to do them, so nothing is changing, which frustrates me, but apparently not enough to make me start changing.
oh my..
i could use a hug..
things still boxed..unpacked..
in my head, i am running through all the reasons for why, other than having dave, nothing good has happened in my life for the past years. there are a lot. in fact, by the time i got to about number six, i had forgotten what the first few were. it's a very complex system of real tough reasons and a couple of stupid excuses that i have going on in my head.
i will just sum it up by saying that there is both a lot going on in my world, and nothing going on in my world. the combination makes analyzing difficult.
i want things in my life to change, even if mom is sick and i need to be here for her, i know there's still somethings i could do, and yet i'm making no effort to do them, so nothing is changing, which frustrates me, but apparently not enough to make me start changing.
oh my..
i could use a hug..
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