it's interesting how life's ups and downs can change a person.

when i was younger, i was a pretty nice, fun loving, jolly, warm person. i loved being with friends and enjoyed the company of other people..

these days, i plan routes in my life to avoid humans. my favorite place is my bedroom, in my bed with the laptop on. i rarely socialize..my idea of fun is..uhh having no fun.it's like i've built an invisible protective shield that keeps everything on status quo until i get the courage to change the things i could and move on to another level..

i hope to get it and be able to do it before its too late.

in the meantime..

yes..

status quo..