i'm feeling frustrated. should i give up on something i held on to for almost five years?

oh well, i need to think about it real hard.

meantime, here are some updates:

last week was trippy. i thought it was gonna be all work but then before it ended i had to fly to hongkong escort my dad to a wedding. my friend terrence tagged along too. the wedding was pretty. it was atop a hill. great view. reception followed at the marriot. lots of food.

weddings give me this odd feeling. it's like mixed emotions.. it gets me all excited, envious (not in a bad way) and very scared. deep inside, i know i want one too.

we went to beijing road in guangzhou, china after the wedding. it's a cool shopping place. about five big blocks of bazaars. you'd find almost everything, even designer stuff.

we flew back home saturday evening.

sunday, realizing i bought so much new stuff, i needed to do some fearless cleaning.

i guess this will be all for now.

let's all have a good day, okay? :)