grrrr!! i had a long, serious post finished, and it disappeared. i can't retype it all, so i'll just recap:

things that suck about the week just behind me:

- preparing and doing stuff hurriedly for unexpected houseguests. it's tough being the lady of the house and having a super weird nanny always behind you.

- locking the keys in the car and realizing it when i'm already running late

- bumping into my ex bf twice

- realizing my health insurance isn't honored here when i tried using it for routine check up. i had to pay.

- having everyone blocked off my phone when it's only one person i meant to block.

- missing someone badly

mmk, i'm through whining. in the grand scheme of life, if these are the worst things that ever happen to me, i'll have had an enviable life. my list of woes probably doesn't even make the world's top 500 trillion (although i haven't checked the countdown lately so you never know).

good things about the week behind me:

- i got to see some relatives i used to be close to, but lost touch with a couple of years ago. we had time to catch up, and i was able to meet their children. i enjoyed spending time with some of my favorite out -of-state relatives.

- i have aaa and miracle of miracles, made it on time even

- i'm 10000000000000% sure i don't have any feelings whatsoever anymore for my ex.

- i have health insurance and some money to pay for check up. there are so many people who don't have either. i also found out i'm in the pink of health.

- i slept 8 hours++ straight for three nights. no bugging calls.

- i survived. i can miss people and still be okay. a lil crabby.. but alive..

this is mishy as pollyanna, saying goodnight. warm fuzzies to all!

****oh, and most exciting of all, its weekends again..i might go to a karting event ;)*****************